从来以为自己在做一只风筝，飞翔着，身后牵着一根线，羁绊着，也因着那遥遥无期的执著甜蜜着……至少，这一次回国之前，还是这样想的吧……

终于剪断了自己的线，还是疼痛的呢……

 

线，是不是会更疼的呢……其实还是要承认，一路走过来，之所以到现在还相信感情即使容易伤人，也是无可比拟的美好的事物，也许也是因为我从来就不是最疼的那一个，或者，即使疼，也像小狮子那般璀璨的对世界微笑……

 

有什么是不曾改变的吗？一次次的起起伏伏，几度的糊涂与清明之间，一直坚持的不过是眼眸深处那一点点挣扎于倔强……是我的错吧……走到了今天，还是你先对我说“自己保重”，而“等你”这两个字，终于被我一点一点磨光了吧……

风筝……风筝呵……可是你知道吗？我从来都不想做风筝的，背不动等待的情深意重，也没有勇气把控制自己的线交到千山万水之外……对于自己，我一向都是控制欲很强的呵……

其实，我从来都是想要有人一起飞翔的呵……

 

 

When I was young, I hope one day I would met a prince, who has deep, shining eyes, tasteful appearance, refined behavior...and polished sweet words with sexy voice...Well, a really pretty dream. As I grew up, dreams lost their colours bit by bit, something splintered off just in front of our eyes...We see it, yet have no power to get it back. Everyone surely has something to mourn when by himself/herself, the good news is, after that, God always prepares some hopes for us. Just like me, I know there is no prince, yet still good to have someone together on the way, someone who always waits there, smiles there, preparing a pretty future there...

"...Ling...""E...It's time to get up...Ok, I have to be ready before 7:30, get to the subway station before 7:50, downtown to the Penn Station, 8:12, jump onto the train, 8:55, Metropark Station, 9:00, Raymond James..." Well, perfect, I have done that for three weeks now.

 

Jersy is pretty, I have to say. No skyscrapers, no piles of cars...Trees, grasses, and, what is more interesting, geese. It was really funny when I first got the yard of our office-building. A flock of geese is running arround me, yelling at each other, fighting and playing. They are not afraid of people at all...I love the working environment in Jersy. Clear and relaxed, starting from 9:00 am, ending up at 5:00 pm, little chatting at morning and lunch time, etc. Well, I think i am starting to expect a formal job in Jersy..